Thursday, July 07, 2005

Why do they need to make it hard for us?!

Have you ever been into a difficult situation and was struggling for weeks before coming to a decision? Was it hard for you weighing all the pros and cons? And finally you saw the light and plunge for a decision!

Deciding on giving up my resident status in OZ and staying back in M'sia was really hard for me, but I finally decided to stay. Then my mum called and questioned my decision, saying things like "Are you sure you do not want to go back?", "Don't you wanna do your Masters there?" blah blah blah...

I started to lose my temper and yelled, I was going thru all the struggles within for weeks. As you can imagine, the conversation ended quite unhappily!

I just do not understand why they always wanna make things difficult for us?! Can't I decide for myself and bear the consequnces myself? Or you wanna decide for me and let me hate you for the rest of your life?!

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