Shhhhhhhhhh...

Whatever you have said would haunt you later in life but I was not expecting the haunting to be so soon. This morning, or last morning coz it's already passed 12am, a female colleague came to me and told me, "KC, I know who she is!"

Omigod! I thought no one was reading as I did not push anyone into reading my blog. It's more like a personal journal rather than a self promoting tool. It's just too scary to have someone coming to you and slap you straight in the face on your darkest secrets!

Anyway, I tried not to make this a huh-hah in the office as it's bad for the working environment when people could not stop teasing. Yes, to like someone is not a sin, but some morons just could not get it. They would make fun of you and tease you non-stop! This is just plain unnecessary pressure in the work place.

Hey, I admit I like her, but I barely know her. It's still too early to tell what's gonna turn out. In fact, we only went out for lunch once about 1 year ago. And that's with a whole bunch of colleagues.

There were actually 2 incidents where I actually blurted my heart out to 2 girls. It was just a WRONG thing to do when you barely know each other. Who said girls like courageous guys?! You SIAU ar? We barely know each other and you said you like me?

Yes, I could make this look as romantically cinematic as possible like we were supposed to be in the same team, but due to fate, I was not hired in the first interview. Yeah, eventually I was hired, but we were not within the same team anymore. Wrong timing!

We talked about books and realised that she actually attended 深雪's talk session. This was the second time 深雪 visited Malaysia and I actually marked the calendar. But I was with my sister as she came to KL during holidays. Wrong timing twice!

We talked about Janice's CD and she asked whether I know 側田? Coz he was the guy behind Janice who produced such marvelous work! Isn't it dramatic? Although I did not know who 側田 was initially, I did a search and found that he was also the guy behind "好人" and "Erica"! We both share the same passion towards 側田's work!

Is this like a mini series or what? Yeah, it's enough drive my hormone level sky high, but rushing into it might exert extraneous pressure. Heck, I don't even know whether she's attached or not!

Hmmm, maybe I should ask her out on casual dinner to know her better?!