In mandarin, we say you got little deers bumping around. In English, you got butterflies in your stomach. Boy, the feeling is just strange and I got all the adrenaline pumping! My heart pumps at double the rate, and I got all the blood gushing to my ears and neck!
How do I be cool when my nerves just harden and muscles cramped, the best I could do is to think less and try to finish what I have to say before all my face turns red. It's been ages since I've got such feelings. I just have to be cool, be cool and coooool... but that's just impossible.
She stays late the other nite and I was still around. Alrite, I just have to brave myself up to ask for her number and ask her out. When I went out, she's left! Feeling half relieved as the little deers stop bumping around and half disappointed as another day has passed and I am still a loser!
I guess the later is stronger and I just could not stop to blame what a loser I am! So, what could I do to release my disappointment? I just walked out to check if anyone is playing pool in the rest area. No one was there for me! I guess I am a loser after all.
Just as I was leaving the rest area, she came out from the toilet and we bumped into each other. Be cool! This was just a milionth of a second my reaction, in fact, there's just no time for me to think but to follow my instinct to talk to her.
Frankly speaking, I had no idea what we talked about! A total BLANK! It was casual as usual which brings no meaning at all. Wait, she said bye and was walking towards the door! Do you really want to be a loser?!
I hafta brave up! So I struggled hard to soften my crimping throat muscle to force these words out of me, "Hey, maybe we should find some day to have dinner together!" She didn't get me correctly the first time, so I repeated myself. I did not know what she was thinking at that moment or how she was feeling, but I felt ever so relieved just to have blurted these words out of me.
She said OK! Omigod! Without giving time for myself to react to this, I asked for her number before I could not move my fingers anymore. I tried to really be cool so as to not drop my mobile in front of her, and luckily my mobile remained in my hand.
She left and I fell on the floor due to weak knees.
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in the mood for luv huh !?
or - season for luv ?
good start man....
beat the iron while it's HOT.
believe me - u wont have second time for such feeling (high) in your life.
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